truelies

Sorry
Sorry I didn't hurt you like you thought I would
Tell you I could do better or maybe that you should
Wear a little more make up to cover the hidden insecurities your smile keeps captured
Let go of your hand when girls walk by, as if I aint know you, just to look backwards
Lie to you to buy time for a quick fix, lay back rollin' up while another shorty waits in line
Feed her the same shit I tell you, that I want this forever and I plan to make every part of her God-given body mine
Tell you you're the only one and I promise I won't leave, crossing my fingers to secure a forge on this plight
Brag about how fly I am, how much money I got, or how my team pop bottles day and night
But
Wait, that sounds all wrong
Sorry
Sorry I tried to open up a whole new world to you, show you not everything's the way people make it seem
Let you confide in me at your worst times, only God knows happiness is all but a dream
Stopped everything I was doing when you called in distress, man weren't those times scary?
Spent irreplaceable time catching you after you fell from life's miseries, take you miles away from saddened and weary
Gave you everything I had, mind body and soul til' there was nothing left
Shit, I think I care so much that if it were possible, I wouldn't hesitate to give you my last breath
Cursed those who wished harm on you, as if your success was their biggest fear
Badgered myself each time you cried or your heart bled, o how bad I wish I was there
Expressed how I felt with my hugs and kisses, afraid my words would haunt me, please don't let them catch me
Yearned for a kiss from your chocolate lips, pun intended, watch you walk away each time you passed me
Sat still to remember everything I loved about you and your body, while you point out flaws in the mirror
Got mad all the times you would pull away from my arms, the girl I want is you, do I need to make it any clearer?
Trusted you with my heart and its energy, trying to make this long lost wish come true
History says that Moses once divided a sea to battle an army, I don't think the world's ready to see what I would do for you
Rewrite my past, become my present, even create a future for us too
Sign here on this dotted line, promise me you'll make a change, I'll do the same all for the better
No this isn't goodbye to us my dear, this is just goodbye to forever

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