7.8.09

comatose

He wasn't sure what it was
Or how it came about
Would doctoral assistance help?
Who knows
Doc, what's wrong with me and,
What is this?
Well, Doc replies
Whatever it is it's drawing massive attention
As if a wanted sickness
You must try to get away, too much may harm you
Unusual because it satisfies your mind like no other
Some kind of attraction, side effects highly possible
Such as erratic feelings, substance abuse,
Heart pain very likely also
Puzzled, he asks
So in lament's terms this means what?
Doc replies
Whatever she has, it's drawing massive attention
As if a wanted sickness
You must try to get away, too much of her may harm you
Unusual because she satisfies your mind like no other
Some kind of attraction, side effects highly possible
Such as erratic feelings, substance abuse,
Heart pain very likely also
He recommended I break away, fight to
cut this bad habit
I've tried
But
I can't
Addiction
Who's your addiction?

5.8.09

ilostone

If I could turn back the hands in time, would I?
It takes years to try and obtain happiness, one phone call
to make you weep and cry
Blame yourself for things out of reach, find a helpless
soul to capture and kill
But
If you could turn back the hands in time would you?,
I know I will
I don't regret what we didn't have, cuz we had it all
You saw me grow from size leprechaun to big and tall
Always told me you loved me before I left or
got off the phone
Anytime I came to visit, you treated me as if I was home
You didn't even dwell on my troubles and mistakes
like most people do
You overcame all obstacles, encouraged me to take my time
and just think things through
I even tatted my cry out to you on my body,
the least I could do to show you I care
Reveal one of my many obscure pains, I need a drink
cuz living guilty just ain't fair
Damn, there's always a gain in the things we lose
If I could turn back the hands in time, would I?
Someone help, please don't make me choose
Forgive me Grandpa, forgive me